I remembered my very first impression of Farrah Dila, the baju kurung cotton & large black watch wearing braces with the boyish-kinda-sandal girl, it was very vivid to the point i asked Jea ‘dia tu cina ke melayu?’ But then i have this urge in me wanting to be friends with this weirdo. And probably God listen to my niat and make me in the same team as hers whilst having our practical in JUPEM. Thats where i realised i have a girl crush on her.
K k k sorry not sorry.
And after JUPEM, we went out a couple of times together and never i knew that it will lead to an amazing journey together.
We started to hang out a lot during our degree years and man i enjoy my time with her. I am those kind of people who is very timid with my surrounding and very hard to trust/please/entertain-you name it, but she helped me in that sense. She also helped me a lot with my studies; our library dates, mid-night study at menara dates and even room-to-room study dates. Not to even forget all those tempat makan we go. And so much more! I loved how i can completely trust and depend on her but i am more grateful she wants to be friends with me. In 2016, it was a bittersweet year for me and she definitely was one of my reliable people that my mom approved of.
Too many fun stories and sad memories i have shared heart-to-heart with this kid. I laughed a lot with her. Can you imagine a person that controls her emotion, not wanting to let go and let people close to you to someone who is mudah terhibur because you are friends with an amazing person. Yes, dila also has her flaws but i think its (mostly) because of she is passionate. And i admire people with that criteria. I always imagine her being at her best eventhough sometimes she can be a..tiger...BUT you know what, it doesnt matter at all.
I learned a lot from Farrah Dila and i hope she knows i will forever be grateful of her and i thank God of her presence in my life. I also pray of her success, life and loved ones and hopefully she is blessed in so many ways. May she cry reading this post! ❤️
From your forever admire,
Bals.
10/01/2018
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